I never had the eyes to see into the present
I never was the one to be here now
I’m forever searching for the place where I am standing
I never seem to set my feet aground
But I’ll get there
When I’m good and ready I’ll be there
You’ll find me living for a future that won’t happen
Reflecting on a past that’s never been
One day I’ll finally find myself living in that very special moment
And I hope that you’ll be there
And I’m dreaming again
What did I miss I’m finding wicked ways to pinch myself awake
I see you screaming again
Cause I forgot to read your lips
I wasn’t listening again
Don’t hold it against me
A holy man once said just be yourself the answer lies within
Do you know the way?
How do I get there? Am I getting close?
I’ve been trying to be everyone and everything that makes me want to stay
And I’ll get there
When I’m damn good and ready I’ll be there
I keep trying to listen for the sound of silence
All I here is a white noise coming from my brain
It seems I just can’t sit still long enough to see what I’ve been holding onto
And let go of the pain
And I see it again that magic dream I once knew
Could it be I’ve been my own worst enemy?
Can I be it again that super hero I once knew?
Back when everybody still believed in me
I lost it and I just can’t feel it
Try to drop it but I keep on holdin’ on
Wide open and I can’t stop bleedin’
