I never had the eyes to see into the present

I never was the one to be here now

I’m forever searching for the place where I am standing

I never seem to set my feet aground

But I’ll get there

When I’m good and ready I’ll be there

You’ll find me living for a future that won’t happen

Reflecting on a past that’s never been

One day I’ll finally find myself living in that very special moment

And I hope that you’ll be there

And I’m dreaming again

What did I miss I’m finding wicked ways to pinch myself awake

I see you screaming again

Cause I forgot to read your lips

I wasn’t listening again

Don’t hold it against me

A holy man once said just be yourself the answer lies within

Do you know the way?

How do I get there? Am I getting close?

I’ve been trying to be everyone and everything that makes me want to stay

And I’ll get there

When I’m damn good and ready I’ll be there

I keep trying to listen for the sound of silence

All I here is a white noise coming from my brain

It seems I just can’t sit still long enough to see what I’ve been holding onto

And let go of the pain

And I see it again that magic dream I once knew

Could it be I’ve been my own worst enemy?

Can I be it again that super hero I once knew?

Back when everybody still believed in me

I lost it and I just can’t feel it

Try to drop it but I keep on holdin’ on

Wide open and I can’t stop bleedin’

Try to drop it but I keep on holdin’ on